Over

I am here

And mentally there

Half a world away

Eternally cursed 

Shamefully nursing 

A home

So far away

A coin toss each time

Detoxifying

Discovering 

Where was that bit of me? 

The one I gave you? 

Where's that whole of me? 

The one that you kept? 

Where's that nothing of you? 

The one I crushed behind? 

I am both confused and not

I am both moving on and not

I both want you and don't

I am both yours and not

You made me yours and not

You gave me yourself and not

I'm forgetting you

While holding on to you

A frozen fire remains.. 

A tinder in the Arctic.. 

Forever on the edge

Forever stuck

Between

In the land of nowhere 

In the land of everything

Closing fences

Of an infinite love

Choosing thorns

In a garden of roses

This temporary permanence

And these endless limits

Broken, unbroken dreams

Shaken, unshaken lives

Here you are baby

And there I am

Blinded stares and silent screams

Let it be over

Forever and never