February 8, 2009

I Have Learnt -2

I have learnt that if some things are to be, it is no use whether you scream or shout or yell or say or cry or beg.
I have learnt that it is better to accept that a bad thing happened, and accept so with grace, than to hope against hope and wrongly pacify oneself that it didn't happen.
I have learnt that it is far better not to know a thing, than not to know that you don't.
I have learnt that when I eat a lot, or tend to think of doing so, then it means that I'm totally distracted.
I have learnt to talk less and I believe that's good for it is now making me a careful observor.
I have learnt that writing off away at the moment I feel describes my freedom of existence.
I have learnt that in paper and pen I have found a friend, that I never will, in real life... well... except one.
I have learnt that in life, never fall into a relationship unless you're really ready for it.
I have learnt that you cannot really make someone love you. All you can do is to stalk them and scare them so that they give in... and yeah... they just don't !
I have learnt that I must not depend on anyone to create happiness for me, for the very power to do that lies inside myself. It only needs to be awake and alive.
I have learnt, and experienced as well, that it was rather stupid of me to believe that good times last forever and bad times never meddle in.
I have learnt, and experienced as well, that it was rather brave of me to confess my afore-mentioned stupidity, along with numerous other ones.
I have learnt that people mistake dignity for ego just as they mistake eccentricity for madness, and it just turns me off.
I have learnt that we must must take evrything as an experience, and must take experience of everything.
I have learnt that rigid people don't change even when billion-times-advised-so.
I have learnt that only a moment is required, in all its majesty, to define a change of a lifetime.
I have learnt that it is far better to confess and confide one mistake, than to commit numerous ones to support it.
I have learnt that it is far better to end some things, or there won't be a new start.
I have learnt that I am loved, nurtured, respected, remembered and cared for by a hundred people, and I must remember this when I say, "Nobody loves me!" when just a single person insults my love.
I have learnt tha our passion and profession must be in sync, and money be there too.
I have learnt that not all people can write as I do, and I must be thankful for what I am.
I have learnt that in my mind, I have an intense fire to do something for my motherland.
I have learnt that you can't divide the earth by drawing lines called boundaries.
I have learnt that you just cant help but get irritated by some people.
I have learnt that we pay only for the mistakes we do. It is wrong to blame God.
I have learnt I love philosophers and I love God. But I am against all people who acclaim themselves or are acclaimed by others as Godmen.
I have learnt a lot, but I must not forget even a little.
I have learnt that to make rules some day, I'll have to follow other ones today.
I have learnt to trust my gut feeling, and especially not hope against it if it is my last longed-for-hope.
I have learnt that my sister simply means a lot to me. I love her way beyond.
I have learnt that I still know not myself, and this journey might lead me to unknown places, make me experience unknown wonders and troubles, but in my heart, I know that in the end, it'll surely reach me to the place and the person I am written-by-the-stars-and-told-by-my-gut-feeling to be with.